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I am scared~
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Hey guys! Well happy Easter to those of you who celebrated it! I had a wonderful free week because of it! I did not do much I just lag around my house going out on occasional times but that's it! which by the way (I know it may sound boring and lame to some of you) it made me really happy cause I do not stay much in my house to actually lag around and do nothing AT ALL! >.< but this post is not about me talking about non-sense about my boring week! is actually about me being scared to HELL! why? and about what? you may ask! well is actually about me leaving to San Francisco for college. Do not get me wrong I REALLY WANT TO LEAVE but that does not take out the nervousness about being alone so far away from my family and living alone for 4 years! is not that I am not coming back to visit OF COURSE I AM because if I did not I will be killed! LOL XD Anyways, I am really nervous because i already ask for my loan and pay my attendance thingy and all! I am only waiting for my visa and earning some money to take and OF COURSE finish school *roll eyes*. So in the end I am actually leaving! Believe me I am biting my nails by the second every time I start thinking that I will be living in the STATES like in less than 4 months? THIS CAN NOT BE POSSIBLE! I remember when I decided to leave, I just thought of it as something IMPOSSIBLE! and now here I am dying because I am actually LEAVING! >.< Well I need to accept that fact! Anyways guys thank you for visiting my blog and reading through all my nonsense! oooooo I am almost hitting the 1,000 viewers mark! THANK THAnK YOU!!
*a special shout out to a someone who lives in a country next to Madagascar is called Mauritis (I probably misspelled that sorry correct if I am wrong!) xoxo esmirna Labels: 2011, 2011 graduation year, accepted, best year, CCA, countdown, day, graduation year, life, my life, perfection, school Tweet Newer› ‹Older |
